Never Gonna Give You Up

A deconstruction of the 80's and what they really meant musically is what succeeded all night long, in the Little Tuesdays. Most, if not all, is remembered through the hazy images of bright neon lights, heavily sprayed hair and the dance of Rick Astley.

I can't really remember many of the musical appearances, much less the order in which they came out but I am trying. Some of them are from the early 90's but what the tuck?


I always denied the eighties but deep down they marked my childhood and thus I remember that epoch with happiness and party motherfucker!!!

Did I miss one? Send me the link to an embeddable video!

With Music I think of People

With music I think of people. Of all the persons that have been important in my life, all of them have a particular song or group to which I remember them. Each and everyone of them has a song that when played, reminds me of a certain place and feeling in which i lived so vividly, I can taste the surroundings.

One of the first songs that come to mind, that remembers me of a certain person is My List by The Killers. Another important girl in my life goes by the song Iris by The Goo Goo Dolls. My friends headbang with the powerful sounds of metal and rock. Pantera, White Zombie and Heroes will go all with my metal heart.

Creedence and The Doors are listened with fraternal love. Wrong by Depeche Mode, Do It Again by The Chemical Brothers, Carma Koma by DJ Shadow, Portishead, Pink Floyd, Infected Mushroom, all of them have a special place at my music heart.

To all of you that hace given memories to remember you all by, I thank you. You will never be forgotten.

As Time Goes By...

Since humanity had the ability to reason, we have tried to establish an order to things in order to have the illusion we posess some control.

Time does exist but does it? Time is just a word, a human concept that we created. The past and the future have never existed, there's only Present, there is only NOW.

Calendars and watches and planners are tools that we use to manage our daily lives but we cannot control time because it's just a concept. There will never be a time travel machine for the simple fact that if you do, you will change everything in the NOW. You cannot travel to the past and definitively not to the future.

aLieN CHRiST

If a God does exist,

and intelligent alien life forms do as well,

and if they believe in a God, will "He" be the same as ours?

Do they have their Alien Christ?

or an Alien Buddha?

*Alien Christ first conceived by Said

The Strings of Everything

I am going LuC:D this eventful evening. Well, it was not so eventful after all, but some things DID happen. Anyway, what will be the topic now?

Well, the other day I was stumbling around some videos until I stumbled on the first part of three (there may be more, I don't know) videos that explained the String Theory. This Strings are supposed to unify two theories that by themselves, explain perfectly everything within their realm. One is the Theory of Relativity, which deals with one of the four forces that rule everything in the universe: Gravity; and the other is Quantum Physics which deals with the other three forces that describe the smallest of particles: Electromagnetism, Strong Nuclear Force and the Weak Nuclear Force. This four forces coexist in the same universe but until now, we have yet to understand how to unify this two branches of physics and the String Theory is said to be the bridge between these two and not without controversy, of course.

Enough chit-chat, let's get to the videos:

Part 1:



Part 2:



Part 3:

LoVe 5ToRY #6

How long can someone last in a place his/her heart is so diligent to abandon not in cowardice but of fear.

The fear of missing the opportunity to be with the person you love and Time not being an ally.

The fear of the metamorphosis of everyday-dreams into nightmares of incomplete desires erasing, little by little, traces of hope, clouding reason with doubts.

The fear of not being able to say "I love you" to a person that pulls all the strings within you. Preferring to stay as a friend rather giving up the rest of the time with her to the emptiness of selfishness.

Time heals the wounds but Time also cuts the soul as precious time is consumed in vain because you are in a place your heart is so diligent to abandon.

My Moons

Two ethereal moons dancing
above me, different shades of pale
contrasted them, unfocused and dim.

Both are leaving for a better world
beyond, almost at once they're about to disappear
forever, once outshining Sol.

Both I loved and lost leaving only
a memory, that still as fresh as it is,
haunts me every night at dreams.

Fearing them fading away, leaving
only darkness behind...

T'Pol

Well, I would like to talk to someone in special but since I can't I shall speak to you, my IR. Before I head to watch for the fifth time LotR I would like to say something about Enterprise (the latest Star Trek saga) and the way humans behave. This will sound too geeky but I care not about people's destructive criticism anyway.

I have read pretty much 95% (I still have 1/3 of the latest novel to go at this time) of all Halo novels out there and I believe not-so-friendly civilizations could be out there or Planets could look harmless at first contact and to be sure there should be a number of "protocols" to follow in such cases. The protocols could be sending robotic probes for a couple of days to examine the atmosphere and run a scan on weather behavior, on fauna (predators, poisonous, viruses and the likes) and flora (venomous pollen, plants). And no matter what, you don't send your homeworld's location in a message to a ship that does not respond to your hails.

These things are logical if you cannot know the alignment of beings you're making first contact with, don't they? Well, these things are not done by Cap. Archer of the starship Enterprise even if his second in command (a female vulcan by the name of T'Pol played by actress and major babe Jolene Blalock) advises him otherwise. I believe a Captain should be aware of the dangers of space exploration and should assess the possibilities of getting his crew members in jeopardy.

So you know, if you don't follow Star Trek much (I must admit this is my second try at watching a ST series in my life (the first one was Sar Trek: The Second Generation with Cap. Jean-Luc Piccard.... mmh, I like the name Jean-Luc by the way) but couldn't keep up as my mother grew tired of it and never watched it again (I must say that I had no power over the remote control those days ^_^). Okay, about Vulcans: I believe they were the first humanoid aliens we humans met with. They are a very logical race and can control their emotions as they believe emotions can cloud your judgment. This results in a very serious (and almost obnoxious in a way) and in a way emotionless person, or vulcan in this matter. So T'Pol is always taking serious and is not afraid (remember? no emotions) to say what's on her head as she is confident she is thinking in a logical way. She analyzes every situation but has committed some mistakes, and she has been aware of that. Logically she learns from mistakes. So I would listen to T'Pol's suggestions more often If I was Cap. Archer.

So this was todays LuCiD WRiTiNG, thanx for reading and see you next time my dear IR, t'was a blast speaking to you....

Before I go, I will treat your eyes with some Jolene Blalock candy. Enjoy...

No NeeD To RuSH

I just had a waking moment not long ago. I think I just "woke" up on life, a life that I thought was mine but actually was clouding me like a rock underneath a muddy river. I was spreading myself over too many stressful experiences and they just became the world to me.

That stress became the only thing in my life that I felt meaningful. It was like, I liked to feel like that, because actually I was deliberately causing them. I was writing my own and personal "Tragicomedia" (I will not waste time searching the real world for that, so don't judge me (as if I cared HA!)).

I honestly thought that people I met was thinking negatively of me previous the actual meeting; this "reality" made me feel very alone and the only thing that "held me up" was people that I had known for such a long time. Of course my friends (which I've known since I began highschool) are very precious to me but in reality, out there in the world are a million more friends, don't they? Of course you cannot "coincide" with all of them, but there is plenty of people that have at least two things in common (that's the legal minimum). Of course it's easier for men to have more male friends, CARS and GIRLS are the top 2 topics amongst men and we really don't need much chitty chat to make friends with other guys.

Now for us making friends with any femalien representative is, well, kind of a problem 'cause they're pretty strange and hard to discern... anyway, that's a talk for another day (same time, same day).

**Consider this an Intermission**

Anyway, I was the one not "opening" up within this wall I raised around me to protect myself from strangers that saw me "negatively" (negatively?? (I hear a bell ringing)). And this is really much alike The Wall from Pink Floyd (if you, my dear IR, don't know who Pink Floyd is, I don't know in what world you've been living in, really) and no, I'm not projecting myself.

I can testify on this day, the Fifteenth of May (very classy huh?) that I was reborn to a world I had been blocking myself out of reach. That's why children are mostly happy all of the time (but in reality not much of them are (sorry, just an urge to promote my anti-war movement (Bitch off! China (that actually was a little rude, sorry Dalai Lama)))) as they don't need to worry about anything, we worry as we grow up.

I was living a life of worries. There are duties, yes, but letting them run your life with stress? Hell no! Life's very short and I don't plan to worry it down the drain anymore. There's really no need to rush, is there?

Life isn't supposed to be that hard (at least mine isn't)...

SoÑaNDo eL FuTuRo

Es curioso como la vida te pone retos en el camino. Nunca son obstáculos, a menos que seas un pesimista y quieras que todo en la vida sea fácil. Esos obstáculos que mucha gente ve en su vida son retos, retos que te hacen luchar por sobrepasarlos y alcanzar los sueños que has tenido, cualquiera que sea.

Tengo un sueño, una idea de lo que me gustaría que fuera mi vida. Ese futuro consiste en muchos sueños, sueños que en común apuntan hacia una vida de felicidad y uno de ellos consiste en un 90% del inicio de la última etapa en mi vida. La verdad es que sin ese sueño, lo demás no valdría la pena. ¿Porqué? Por que el fin del fruto de mi trabajo es para compartirlo con alguien.

No voy a dejar de luchar por conseguir ese sueño tan importante. No es por egoísmo por que lo que quiero es hacer sonreír a esa persona especial en mi vida. Si sonríe es feliz y la verdad ese es el sueño que tengo: ver sonreír a la persona que amo el resto de mi vida.

Bueno, aún es un sueño...

pero estoy luchando...

estoy luchando

River and Tides

Most of the time I feel disappointed with humanity and its huge potential for destruction, but sometimes I see something that makes me see the biggest potential in us.

Combine nature's random beauty and add some human creativity. What's left is a marvelous Natural Ephemeral art. Enjoy...

Extraits I


Extraits II

Types of Civilizations

I have had plenty of conversations with friends about the possibility of extraterrestrial civilizations. Sometimes one argument arises: If there are other civilizations and the evidence of unknown flying craft some people have managed to take pictures of, why haven't they come down and introduce themselves to us?

Well, at the end I posted a video with the explanation, but I'll write some of the things I believe. We are being watched, studied, because as we have attained high technological advances, we are IMO still too arrogant and maybe that these external civilizations are waiting for us achieve a Type 1 civilization. Anyway, watch the video and leave some comments if you want:

Power

I just got in the mood for some self criticism in the self-awareness moment (or trip, if you may) and talk a little bit of what ->I<- have to say about what I believe the world consists of (as little as I may know, I get to have an opinion about it, don't I?)

First of all, power... I believe the worst thing humanity has done is giving power (political, religious, whatever) to people who have not been or put through a psychological test. To confirm that they can handle the power and have a strong personality so they won't fall for "personal gifts". Power can easily corrupt even the most moral person.

So this is why I can't believe in a "Church". I accept the fact that I believe in a higher power, a higher "consciousness" in lack of a better defining word, but I can't believe in a God manufactured by people in a hierarchical power system. If they are god's messengers, why is there corruptness within their system? Remember the pedophilia cases within the Catholic Church? Have you heard anything related to those cases? Exactly, the news channels didn't just forgot about them, huh? Somebody didn't like the idea of letting the "holy church" be desecrated like that.

I'm inclined into more spiritual religions. Those religions in which you can think for yourself, in which you first have to find the real person within you and detach from everything else. After this, you will accept others as brothers and untruthful actions will not be a shortcut to power, for unless you control yourself, you will not control power.

Tibet has an exiled government "ruled" by a religious leader. So he has power? Yes he does, but he has attained such a spiritual self-awareness that he is in control of himself, thus in control of power and using it for the good of the people below his power level. I believe in the way monks "look" for their leader more than how the Chinese or Americans, in fact the whole world, choose theirs.

Which makes me jump into the conclusion that the Republic of China is trying to soil the image of a religious/political figure that in my point of view cannot be called a “liar” and a “terrorist” who, according to them, is just trying to undermine China’s Olympic Games. He has called for pacifist demonstration of unconformity so the world realizes there is something very wrong going on in his country.

I don't know all the facts and I don't know the Dalai Lama personally, but I wanted to express myself in this fleeting self-awareness trip and let you know that the Dalai Lama rules and China kind of sucks on this part of themselves. I don't judge them, I know there must be nice Chinese, I just don't agree with the decisions taken by some people with power within their government:

aMiGoS

La gente puede creer que por tener muchos "conocidos" es popular, ok es cierto pero, como persona debo admitir que la gente que se tiene cerca del corazón es la gente a la que le dices todo, a la gente que le llamas porque sabes que te escucharán a pesar de todo, es la gente que es cocida como "mejores amigos".

L@s herman@s que siempre vas a tener a pesar de que no puedas verlos dadas las circunstancias pero cuando por fin los ves de nuevo, es como si se acabaran de ver ayer.

Sabes quienes son no porque deciden serlo, sino porque mientras tu vida es moldeada con el tiempo, vas abriendo el corazón hasta que son parte de tu familia.

Gracias a todos mis mejores amigos, ustedes saben quienes son. Si no lo sabían, y están leyendo esto, sabrán lo que son por como soy con ustedes: abierto, sincero, generoso y gentil.

A todos ustedes, mis Herman@s: LOS AMO!